Hate the way I'm feeling now. Black hole.

Yes, I've been forever bad mouthing emos when in fact, today, there was a moment where I, Carmina Buenviaje aka Emo Slayer acted one myself. As in during PE pd, since I was excused due to my "damaged big toe" as the resident nurse would refer, I isolated myself with my friends and sat in the bleachers all alone. In one corner staring out of nowhere with Cy's Chem Ntbk on my lap as props.

Ha-ha. Laugh your head off, doofus. That only lasted for two periods. Finally, I redeemed myself. And starting from my basic principle..

DIE YOU EMO FREAKS! Slash yourself 'til there's no more space left on your skin. Yes, nobody loves you especially if you're wearing eyeliner good enough for a months time. And how can you see the light when your bangs are depriving you of that advantage? I EAT EMO KIDS FOR BREAKFAST. Darn you. Go do suicide or something.

I don't know why I'm still online amid the hassling schedule everyone in school has been experiencing this week and would probably last 'til next week. Everyone's in a hurry, and would witness consistently girls running around the campus searching for the never reachable teachers to submit their requirements. Everyone's lacking time. Even just to stop and greet your friends in the halls. It was during Friday where EVERY SINGLE period we met had either a short quiz, Long Test or Practical Test. No exaggerations. Imagine how brain draining that was. It's unhealthy really. Everyone's so sick of it.

It's been a long time since I've had a nice lunch. Wherein I really took the time to sit and just eat. Nothing else in mind like a book report, TGR, term paper or Long tests to study for. Every lunch at home or in school, it's always the usual scenario. Everyone's sticking their foods in their mouths while concentratingly reviews for a Long Test or is making a project. Barely any talking or any interaction done. Everything's so fast paced to the point where some things don't makes sense anymore. Things lose their essence. It just sucks. I don't wanna get used to this.